Today is the beginning of a new month and that always give me the incentive to start over and do well and restrict and feel well. A lot of things have change for me this year - for the best I think. I stood up to this guy, who at first was amazing, but when I found out he wasn't exactly single... I told him to "Fuck Off" and he did. I haven't dated anybody in alomst two years because I usually put up with gusy who treat me like crap and decided I needed to change - AND I DID! It sucks a little because I am still alone, but I am also stronger and independent and realize any time with a guy that lies is a waste of time =). Also I have started running - I know that a lot of people workout, but I don't run. Well long story short one day I just went for a run and about killed myself because I am so out of shape, but I felt absolutely amazing after. I can't believe how great I feel when I run regularly and I also can't believe that it has been right in front of my face my whole life. Even if something is right in front of you, you can only see it when you're ready to see it.

Well out for now, got tons of studying to do - but I am going to do it!!!

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